God's Supply for Today--Devotional and Prayer for Wives Moms

Thursday, April 13, 2017

God Desires to Supply the Needs of My Family

Scripture:
Philippians 4:11-13;19
11 Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content: 12 I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. 13 I can do all things through Christ[b] who strengthens me.

19 And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. 20 Now to our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen.

Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

Now there is great gain in godliness with contentment, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content. But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work.

The blessing of the Lord makes rich, and he adds no sorrow with it.

fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Devotional:
Hunger.

Need.

Want.

Lack.

As a child, and for most of my adult life, I was very intimately acquainted with these feelings. I grew up in poverty, though our basic needs were supplied most of the time. I don’t say all of the time, because there was a very dark time in my family’s life when our hard-working father just couldn’t make ends meet. I remember clearly when he sat on the couch in the living room of our tiny duplex, my strong father crying as he begged our landlord not to kick his family of seven out. The landlord was a kind man of God but had no choice. We were not paying our rent. There was little work that winter, as in 1982 floods slowed construction to almost a halt where we lived in Santa Cruz County.

I remember the mildewed smell of the tent as we moved into a campground in the mountains outside Morgan Hill. I remember almost thinking we were on vacation—except that I knew that we were not. We lived there for a short time until my parents were able to find something within our means.


I was eight years old, and I had just experienced homelessness.

Within our means…this meant a migrant worker’s shack, torn up by angry tenants who had stolen all but the front door knob (the knobs were antique crystal) and slashed all the acoustic tile in the ceilings. It took my parents about a week to clean out the tiny two bedroom house well enough to bring us in. I remember thinking, “It doesn’t look like you cleaned…”.

That year, we were the family who needed the boxes from the church at Christmas. My mother, not for the first time, found herself driving to the backs of grocery stores to “dumpster dive” for food for our family. My father was given buckets of raw oats and walnuts and pinto beans. Our small grocery budget allowed for some raisins, so my parents learned how to make granola; however, it burned. Today, I would have thrown out that food. Not then. For several weeks we ate burned granola for breakfast…until someone left the lid on the 5 gallon bucket open, and the ants found it.

Still….we could not afford to throw it away.

You guessed it.

Ants taste like bug spray.

I have learned to be abased.

Over the course of my adult life, I worked hard. When I was living a life apart from God, I made very selfish financial choices; however, once I returned to the Lord, I was instructed well in tithing, and gave faithfully. Also, I was able to put myself through college at age 30, an accomplishment that I felt very grateful to achieve. However, it was 2008, the year the market crashed, and I was met with an economy ill prepared to receive a new college graduate. The jobs being offered were not even in my degree let alone high enough to warrant changing from a waitressing job where my experience and skill caused me to do quite well. Unfortunately, I was still quite foolish in my financial decisions. I had racked up debt for school, and unfortunately also allowed myself to indulge in two credit cards to bail myself out of tough financial situations and chose to buy a car above my means. My credit card debt totaled about $5,000, but there was no wiggle room at all in my budget to pay it. I had to make the choice to pay rent and keep my car loan so that I could work. My student loans went into forbearance, my credit cards to collections, and I felt total shame.

I was so grateful when a friend introduced me to Dave Ramsey and the Total Money Makeover. Another friend was so kind to hire me for some odd jobs so that I could pay settlements on my credit cards (I do endorse Dave Ramsey, though this is not meant to be an advertisement for him).

After getting my financial life on track, God overwhelmed me by connecting me to my husband. He was gracious to look at my financial past and have no judgment. He is a financially stable, wise man, and he is an incredible provider. We joined arms, him with his lifelong financial savvy and me with my newfound commitment to debt freedom, and God has allowed us to find a place of freedom financially. For the first time in my life my needs are met, and I can be grateful that my children at this time do not need to know what it means to eat ants for breakfast.

I know what it is to abound.

God allows us to go through both circumstances. I can’t say I always know why that is, but in truth, on both ends of the spectrum He is the One Who causes my needs to be met. He is the One Who makes it now possible for us to be able to be givers, and support ministries in need. I am so grateful for that.

No matter where you are today, God has a desire to take care of you. Maybe you will never know the taste of an ant, but every penny is accounted for. Maybe, like me, you have a history of struggling to make ends meet and perhaps unwise financial choices. Perhaps you have always known what it means to have all your needs met—and maybe it is time to consider being a blessing to others in need. God sees you, he knows where you are, and he wants the best for you and your family.

Prayer:
Father, I thank You that You are my provider. You care for me, you know where I am. You know the needs that I have and that my family has. Lord, today I ask that You would make a way in areas of financial lack. For areas lacking wisdom, I thank You that You are the One who causes wisdom to be ours. I pray You would lead and guide. I submit my finances to You and ask for Your wisdom to carry out a plan for financial freedom. I thank You that You provide for our family, and I ask that You would supply above and beyond so that we would be well, whole and healthy and beyond that to be able to bless others.


I lift up my husband and I ask that You would cause his ability to provide to be protected. Guide him. Show him where he can grow. Strengthen his arms for the work of his hands. Insert him into EXACTLY the job that You see he will thrive in! Put our family exactly where You want us. Increase my husband’s salary, Lord. Cause him to overflow with abundance! I am so grateful You have provided me with a man who can provide well. What a gift! I bless you, Lord, and I bless him. Cause my heart to be totally for him to be a blessing to him.
  
I lift up my child(ren) today. I ask that they would have good financial stability. I pray that they would not be materialistic, but would honor You in their finances. I pray that they would not live in dire lack, but would have every need supplied. I ask that my child(ren) would not beg for bread.

I also lift up (areas of particular need/concern). I thank You that You know exactly the remedy for this situation. You are not absent, You care deeply, and You can cause the way out.


I bless You today, Lord, and ask for Your mercy and grace to rain down on our home in abundance. In Jesus’ Name I pray, amen.

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